That's why I'm currently grappling with something said to me. I should be able to understand it, but I'm seriously having trouble reconciling myself to accept it. The it in question is something a coworker recently said to me. I was walking past her while she was having a conversation with someone else and revealed that she just spent $500.00 on some hair bundles and is currently waiting for them to arrive. I was completely flabbergasted! Flummoxed! Amazed! Even when I had a relaxer, as the woman in question does, I simply couldn't understand spending that kind of money for such a "shallow" reason.
I no longer think that spending money one one's self for reasons of beauty, self esteem, and self image is shallow, but where is the line drawn? When does it go from retail therapy to exorbitant and unnecessary spending? When I heard my coworker's plans to have this "fabulous" hair installed so she can say, "I woke up like this" on Instagram, it honestly made me sad. I told her as politely as I could that there is no need for her to spend that kind of money on hair of all things when she has plenty of strands growing directly from hr head. She responded that her hair "can't grow past [her] shoulders." I'm pretty sure most of you reading this know that that isn't true. Just about everyone has genes that allow hair to grow to at least mid back length. Perpetually shoulder length hair is a tell tale sign of self inflicted damage! Change your hair habits, you change your hair! When I voiced this, I was just met with "Girl, ain't nobody got time. It takes too long."
That's why I'm having such trouble understanding the mentality that says it makes more sense to deplete my finances for someone else's hair rather than put in a little effort and grow my own for free. You can either spend over $500.00 (because I'm sure she still has to pay for the install) and have "nice" hair for maybe a few months and have your own hair stay the same length year after year, or you can save that money and have your own hair getting longer and longer with each passing year. I just don't understand what would make someone choose the first option other than believing that the second option isn't really possible. It's unimaginable to me that someone would make that decision for any other reason.
But it is possible. I'm living proof! I was the girl with thin, damaged, broken off, shoulder length hair. I knew nothing about proper hair care. I thought my hair was the length it was because of my genetics, not what I was doing and NOT doing to it. The state of one's hair, no matter how poor or desirable, is the fault/responsibility of none other than the person whose scalp it grows from. Ladies, please don't concede defeat before you've even made an effort to improve the state of your hair. It CAN and WILL grow as long as you'd like it to. Just give it the treatment it needs to get there.
